my life is worth more than boiled peanuts!

So yesterday was a mess.
Starting with good things first, I sort of worked things out with Ryan. Well, I at least feel like I kind of did. I really miss his and my friendship, so I told him that. He and I, boyfriend/girlfriend-wise, we are over. But as friends, we don't have to be. I don't want it to be. So I told him how I felt, now I just have to see if he wants to be friends or not. He said he did, but like everyone says, actions speak louder than words. If nothing happens, at least I tried. This situation is in God's hands now.
The gas station next door was robbed while I was working. Hope didn't do anything last night, so when we got an ambush of people in, she didn't help. She kept running to the bathroom or went to sit down, dispite my constant "Hope do this, Hope I need for you to do that". I transfered an upset customer to ms terri, who in turn calls me to cuss me out saying I shouldn't speak the way I do to customers. Even when I was joking.
We didn't walk out of there until 10:20 that night.
It sucked, and now my cd drive isn't working so I can't burn a thanks-for-making-me-a-cd-so-i-made-you-one cd for Josh. poo.
anyhow, I overslept for my first class, (math) so now i can just go to psych (yay!) then after that I'll go tan... wait for katie to get out of school, go get her, then we will see what tonight holds! (: Maybe lots of happy things.. guess we will find out. (: Like always, I've got my fingers crossed and my eyes wide open!
love, me.