of joy that kills...?

I'm free!
This weekend has been exhilarating. I feel completely free from all those old feelings.
I couldn't have done it with You, God. Also my friends. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
I'm not guaranteed having no pain-free moments, but for the most part its all gone. I feel like I can finally move on with my life.
I'm so excited. Eeeeek! c:
I'm not free when it comes to school work though. D: boo!
I have to work on a research paper and my midterm, which are both due tomorrow.
Mr. Daniel was really upset with our class today because no one but like two people read the chapter. (the two people, me and tina, only read parts. not the whole chapter) so i figured i am going to start preparing and studying my notes. i want my next test grade to be the highest one for the class. c:
anyways, i just had to brag to blogger that i feel so alive and so free. I'm so excited.
love, me.