I dreamed about you last night. again.
Am I going crazy or is this forreal? Are these signs of hope, or just wishful thinking?
I wish I knew the answer. The very thought of you still makes me catch my breath.
I dreamed we were back at the beach, just you and me.
Everything was so perfect, so silly, so surreal, so us!
Then I woke up.
I still can't listen to over half of my ipod. I hope this passes soon. I went out and bought a book Erin recommended, so I hope this helps me.
But I still can't help but feel this gut feeling that this is something real.
Is it not? Or is it? And if it is, what are we doing?
love, me.
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for me, listening to songs with powerful lyrics gives me insight and propels my thought process and in doing so, propels me through tough times.
ReplyDeleteif this sounds like a plan to you, i recommend "breathe"-taylor swift.
"and we know it's never simple never easy, never a clean break, no one there to save me. you're the only thing i know like the back of my hand."
it's never easy, honey. god hasn't made his purpose for you clear yet. when he does though, whatever it may be, you will be overflowing with thankfulness.
i love you so much and i am so sorry you have to suffer through this. you deserve so much better.